Q💭What’s on your mind E?
Honestly I’m still really upset about my “friend” coming to me on some bullshit about unfollowing her on social media. When I tell you I can’t shake the anger that enraged my soul reading that text message.
Everything inside me wanted to retort
How dare you question my choice ?
When I watched you
Literally scroll pass my content consistently without
To me that was the ultimate sign of betrayal to even receive a message like that
When I have done nothing to warrant it
Honestly I should be more upset that I have so many so called “friends” and family
Who don’t support what I’m trying to do but have the audacity to question my decision
I am beyond disgusted
When I tell you E
How lonely I’ve been inside my thoughts because I literally have no one who gives a damn
About my stories
And yes people say they care
But do they ?
Not once have I had a person aside from my mom and partner
Even mention an article I’ve written
In my eyes
You can’t care for me in the way that’s Matter if you don’t even try to connect with me on things that matter to me
For so long I’ve put other people first
I ask about their life
And ways I can support them
And guess what I literally get none of this in return
I record all my own videos
I pay for my own photoshoots
I travel and research locations
With no help
Honestly it hurts my feelings
That I have no one who supports me in a way that truly shows me
That my work matters
And I’m so angry
That I have to defend my choices to others